Feeling empty

I look the same, as same as the day i leave

Beside my body shape have gained weight, other than that all look the same

All my memories still as same as the day i leave, but i knew everything has been changed

Feeling happy that I'm coming back soon, but in between I'm feeling... confusing...

That's about some friendship, relationship and my future

What will go on when the day I'm back?

How's my friend will be?

Will we still as good as last time?

I hope they will never change

I want to tell you 'Friends, I've never change... toward my friendship and relationship, I will treasure all of you.'

Time gone fast, but i feel empty... Where did i spend my youth in?

Tonight i lie awake feeling empty

A steward friend

He is my ex-colleague, kinda jealous him now, he is around the world as a flight (SIA) steward. We used to be poor when we worked in the company, he was always couldn't hit the sale target since the day he started work til he resigned, doctor was always mumbling him. He's kind of good guy, he is wise to humor a people, never force people if the people don't agree, i think he is not suit for business or sale line. I happy to him, because he found a job which he's really enjoy in the end. He can consider be a good husband, but not good boyfriend, because he over good for friend, too friendly... Haha... Didn't meet him for 2 years long, still we keep contact, ever meet him on msn, surprise meet him these two days. He told me something surprise me, something about passed... funny... Darrian... wish you all the best and friendship never end...:)