Forward

This feels like going back three years ago, the same season.
Just a little better than ever before. That's consider alright?
In addition to me, places and people have changed.
Such mixed feelings, feel like did not grow up.
Do not want to repeat it...

Silent...

Too much fun!

I am really confused what kind of relationship!

How to play the game? Do not hesitate. . .

Do not tell me that I am sorry. . . I really hear a lot. . . I do not want to listen to. . .

I am really afraid afraid! Til I have nowhere to hide.

If the left or the efforts, courage to deal with the situation? ?

I myself do not know it is happy or sad.

Sad for me is a habit! I used to it...

This pain has been buried in my mind the market has been unable to find one!

I do not have any bullets to bargaining or bargaining. . .

Could i insist on it?

How long can i survive in the battlefield?

Also it is time to pack my baggage. . .

Annoying lie

What will you do when you find out someone lie on you?

Someone... who is i always respect and adore... but...

Why have to tell lie?

I would rather know the truth... but don't let me guess...

I've no idea... why?

I cant do anything to avoid this...

But the feeling is very annoying...

I cant fall asleep at this moment and in my mind keep thinking of it at this moment...

Why so Ironic?

Why so Ironic? Curiously a lot of friends are Ironic lately... Are they preparing for good in coming year? Everyone might plan on coming at christmas and new year. What about me? My plan is recommendable in many ways.

Back for good? Back and back? Back or stay? Stay and back?

Anyway I'll have an anwer after Christmas, I'll make a decision before new year.

Is this a piece of rubbish or money?

Is this a piece of paper or money? Money is anything that is generally accepted as payment for good and services and payment of debts. I don understand why people treat money as a piece of rubbish? Why they are not treasure the money at all? I often see this kind of paper now! Money is a human servant, we work to death for money, we must love it and treasure it.

Function of EAR plug

Look around your house, and look out from your bedroom's window, i bet that there are beautiful flowers and bird being played out right now, there are a good environment for bed time. When i first moved to here to work 7 months ago, i encountered a place where cost me insomnious, because my flat is facing main road, there have plenty of cars driving through everyday, every minute and every a second. I had serious insomnia 2 months previously, it's been taken a long time to find a solution to my sleeping problem. Finally i got the ear plug from Paulina, it's really helpfulness. The ear plug functions as a medicine of my sleeping, well... it also helps when someone windy you and annoying you, just plug into your ear. I think it's helpful so:) haha...

It's just a cottonMethod actingThe room has a displeasing outlook

Thanks for Paulina given me the helpful ear plug

Who can tell me 'why'!!

I've been long time no update my blog... actually i updated 3 days ago, but i don know why could not upload my picture on it! It's very annoying me... I'm so unhappy because i could not update my blog! It's my network here got problem or something wrong with google! I want to kill the line now!

Me-tail therapy

When i tract down Mobile, i find myself feeling 'a little weird'. My mobile has been sicked for two months. Finally I've chosen a new and healthy mobile LG KU990 Viewty, but i miss my old mobile, it's been followed me for 2 years long and I treasure it so much, it looks healthy still but i think it's just too tired and fell asleep at the moment. I hope it will be recover someday...

Kindergarten mathematic 10 + 5 - 5 = ??

Why i felt heart bleeding yesterday? I felt heart attack, almost fell down on the floor, and now i only know what's 'cry without tears'! I've never stupid like that before in my life. All because of my flight ticket problems. I bought the ticket few months ago was 780 euro, and i wish to change the transit destination from Paris to Malaysia instead of England to Malaysia now. I went to Limerick in the early of morning yesterday and i was running up to the center for 3 times til the time they closed. 1st they told me i can change the flight which from Paris to Malaysia is charge 300 euro. 2nd times i was there, they told me that i could not change, one thing i can do is i cancel this flight and purchase another new ticket. 3rd times they told me i have to pay 323 euro for the cancellation fee and i could get back 323 euro 3 weeks later. The price for new ticket is 574 euro. How much i have to pay now is 323 euro (cancellation fee) + 574 euro (new ticket) = 897 euro for everything then i get back 323 euro 3 weeks later. OMG! i was really confusing that time, because i was panic and rushing and i paid for that total amount = 897 euro.

Until the time i on the way back, i only realise how big mistake I've taken. How stupid i was! I kept blame myself, how can i gave 323 euro and i get back 323 euro later? I paid 780 euro for the previous ticket which i bought few months ago, and i paid for everything 897 euro just now then i get back only 323 euro later. So, total amount i paid is 1677 euro and i get back only 323 euro back later, so for one ticket i spend 1354 euro and i consumed 780 euro. I realize what for i paid the cancellation? Why? I was panic whole night til this early morning, my friend ran to the center and explained to them, but they didn't understand til i explain to them with this formula : 10 + 5 - 5 = 10 then they only understood me! That was a huge mistake and they apologized to me in the end. Luckily, they return me 650 euro now. Total i loss for my previous ticket is just 457 euro, i still feeling cardiac pain, but is much better than that amount loh! This is really a good experience and big lesson. I wish the bad luck gone and good luck come to me soon:)

Feeling like bleeding in deep of my heart

I'm really really unhappy now! Why all bad luck still follow me? Worse come to worse, That's really worst! I really don know how to explain my feeling now! What is the life now? We save a lot money and we work for our future, but why always bad luck come to me? I'm really saving hard, because i have my dream but why the god always give me a joke? bully me! Why I'm so stupid to let people to cheat my money!??? Today is the bad day! Paulina's grandma pass away today and i lost huge money! Hmmmmmmm!! God please give me a chance!!! I hope Paulina is fine:)

Unbelievable BLUR of 12 mega pixel Nikon S700 digital camera

3 weeks ago I've chosen a digital camera as my birthday present. I've been waiting for 3 weeks long, because it's send from England. Finally i received it today, i should be happy right? But I'm very disappointed of it. I was happy when i received it, but not last than 15 mins. It's very very poor resolution for such high resolution camera. It's omg, it's unbelievable how blur is that when I'm taking a picture. I think 3 mega pixel camera is better than this lousy 12 mega pixel camera. It's annoying me whole day... moody... sad... disappointed... panic... I'll not buy Nikon digital anymore! Friends... this is my advise please don buy Nikon digital camera. Please choose another brand instead of Nikon digital loh...:( I gotta send it back to England tomorrow! Sigh!