Where is my way

Really a long time did not update my blog. Look at the thing i used to write,really miss the life in foreign counties. I'm still stubborn as stubborn as before! No forward thought! Where is my way? I still cant see...Remember 4 years ago, went to a job interview, the woman who interviewed me asked me... '' If you walk in a road ahead is not see the road still, will you keep going?'' I replied: '' I will come to the end, else i will not keep out to see!'' But this is good or stupid? Really funny to share...:( Isn't really silly! But i know... reality... who is really care what the road you walk? How hard you walk? Everyone just wanted to know and just will see the result that you prove! It turned out that anyone ever would have mercy for everyone!

I'm a cow

I am just a cow

Afraid to admit this is what kind of relationship

Perhaps, we also treat each other as is a cow?

Whether at work or in the emotional... are we a cow?

Everyone is constantly looking for a horse

Would like to tell you: 'I may not the horse you wanted, but I'm a good cow'.

Emo:(

Overwhelming emotional tears have the lowest minimum!
Buried himself in a place can not see.
The pain is very painful!
Almost forgot what it is happy. . .
What is the hope and disappointment?
Really smart and an idiot! Has been a poorly demarcated.

It suffered a crushing defeat!

Magic

This change in taste

Too fast, or some other purpose?

Too short, there is no sense of it?

Your acting is good... Or even I also do still acting?

Even I have not found you are just pitiful I.

Hope this beautiful day, not to be continue, it's really deep.

However, there is no other for me to control

All requests for revenge did not report to you, not your fault, do not worry me, I would have been very good. . .

Once the decision, any person who can not be changed

Silent...

Too much fun!

I am really confused what kind of relationship!

How to play the game? Do not hesitate. . .

Do not tell me that I am sorry. . . I really hear a lot. . . I do not want to listen to. . .

I am really afraid afraid! Til I have nowhere to hide.

If the left or the efforts, courage to deal with the situation? ?

I myself do not know it is happy or sad.

Sad for me is a habit! I used to it...

This pain has been buried in my mind the market has been unable to find one!

I do not have any bullets to bargaining or bargaining. . .

Could i insist on it?

How long can i survive in the battlefield?

Also it is time to pack my baggage. . .

Really ridiculous... Trash!

Really ridiculous...

I still remember the day of trash garbage

Is the trash that day, let me out of this step

There is no wrong. . .

What has changed, please allow me some dignity!

Is the trash, let me know what is the pain that can not cry

Nowhere else to go...

Poor can refuse to forgive you?

Stop!!

Everything has been stopped for a while.
I've been stopped blogging for a while.
Since the day i return to Malaysia, everything looks difference.
Too lazy to update myself, but i'm trying hard here...
Too slow to follow up everything, because i was walking slow...
I'd like to stop for a while...
Stop to see clearly where is my way to go...
My brain is blank...
Stop telling me which i knew and what i understood!
If everything and everyone could be stop for a while, i wish we can find our way to go...

原来。。。一路以来。。。

原来。。。 一路以来。。。
原来。。。这是爱。。。
原来。。。一切都改变了。。。
原来。。。只有我从来没有变。。。
原来。。。这一切都是一场梦。。。
原来。。。原来还是原来。。。

该如何？
应该怎样？
怎么是应该的？
可以怎样？

My new Afica Braids hairstyle in Dublin

Finally got my new hairstyle done before i go back to Malaysia.

I'm very brave this time... asian seldom do braids...

This is my 1st time ever... not too bad, but a bit not used to it...

I was looking for few different afican salon where they make braids... but i finally chose this salon, it happen to be the better one, the workers here are very friendly and nice... and the price is reasonable.

It took me 4.5 hours to get it done... it was so exhausting and i left so tired when it finished.

Getting start for braidsBegining... sob sob... a abit painShe's very patient to do itMy head was pain...

Half way done...

Was very tired...

Almost done... 4 hours longFinally done... thanks so much:)

O.C.A

Afro and European Hair Beauty Salon
Tel: +353868941248

112 Capel Street Dublin 1.

Good bye Paulina

She is really finally leaving Ireland...
This is what she wished for long time ago...
Could not believe that she was in Ireland 5 years, finally she's gone back to home for good.
Her pamper, her love, her consolation, her smile, her voice always remind me she is very kind, tough and lovely people.
Even though we know each other just 10 months, but our stories and our background are very similar... a true friend is not calculate buy timing... that's depend how we know deeply...
I will always miss you... no matter where we are...
Keep in touch...:-*

Last meal treat in Ireland

Sob sob...:(Will always remember you...

Share share Garlic bread

Salmon pasta
Fillet salmon

Very delicious dessert always forget the name:(This is a cherry tree! Nice! Similar as Japan's Sakura

That's my precious to know youHe is the most handsome who i met in Ireland, Paulina's 10 years relationship boyfriend, that's very make me jealous!Silly smile:)

Silly posting

Good bye Paulina
Dog... is her ever love...We are ever Converse's fans!

World is round, we will meet someday...

Verine ever best wish to Paulina:-* Good luck:-*

22209 commemoration

22209 is my ever special day...
Why do i say so?
In fall the leaves change from to green to brown.
Too many things turn up today...

1. My good friend + my good colleague is gone back to Poland for good, she is moving back to Poland from Ireland at 5 in the morning later by car... she is really leaving Ireland... sob sob...:( i will always miss you much Paulina... :-*

2. Today... is one of my important + lovely friend's birthday... Happy birthday to you:-*

3. On the same day have another very important + politic statesman + president of the United States - George Washington's birthday. 2202 is the commemoration day of him...

4. One of my very important friend is going to Vietnam for honeymoon with her boyfriend... wishing you have a very happy journey my moi moi:-*

5. Another big + happy news from one of my good + old friend... He is going to marry today! I'm so happy to him, and wishing him all the best... but it's too pity + unfortunately i could not attend his wedding dinner... sob sob... Ah Chai... Hug:-*

22209 is the day of mine... '22209 commemoration' all with love!

How come? Upset!

How come = Why? Upset!
That's just few days left...

I hope there is nothing change...

Everything will still the same as the day you talked to me?
But is that just i guessed your thoughts or i given an excuse to keep myself feel better?

But something... some bad feeling... some evil sense notified me...

Something will occur to me that might be a distress...

Why I'm so so stubborn? As stubborn as a mule!

Something better don get to know forever and ever...

A question without a real and good answer forever and ever...

I lack confidence in myself or i've no confedence in you?

A good woman have to always stand behind, support, encourage, saved sinful man in the real life?

But who cares?

He might never looked backward and see who's the one who always stand behind...

Shall i let's go someday...

Shall i still stand out there?

About V & J

Is she in love now?

Or she make a perfect picture of him?

Well, He's perfect in eyes of millions.

But is she the one of them?

If the fate will bring them together that's like blossom.

Blossom of love.

Now she can point two the most shining stars on the sky and name them.

That's all what can be done.

But on the long way to find a true love.

We all helpness no matter who we are!

For V from Paulina

Time's up

Time to make me see clearly...

A picture...

May be is not about everything...

Just curious... why?

Sunrise and sunset is the same for me...

Time for me to say good bye!!

After a while we learn the difference between given up, forgive and pamper...

You begin to learn that kisses without me...

I begin to learn how to say goodbye and support your!

Annoying lie

What will you do when you find out someone lie on you?

Someone... who is i always respect and adore... but...

Why have to tell lie?

I would rather know the truth... but don't let me guess...

I've no idea... why?

I cant do anything to avoid this...

But the feeling is very annoying...

I cant fall asleep at this moment and in my mind keep thinking of it at this moment...

Karrimor Ether 50 Tall - 50L Backpack

Wooh... I finally received my backpack today, 1st i would like to thanks for my cousin sent me long way from UK to Ireland, because i could not get this brand (Karrimor) in Ireland:(... This is my 1st exclusive backpack, between this is really good brand, high quality backpack and you can get the worldwide maintenance. I'm happy enough with this backpack and I'm really happy that i can pack my stuff back to Malaysia... I'm so miss you... my friend, my family, especially you... :) Sob sob...

My day...

I thought I'll be tough...
But i realise I'll not be tough during these season...
I thought I'll not miss...
But i realise that I'm really miss now...
I thought i can wait...
But I realise that i can not wait even just one day...
What can i do now?

Happy Chinese New year :)

Downcast

We are very far...

My heart feels far...

No idea where are you...

Very lonely suddenly...

The phone seems no working... cant get through you...

Where are you?

Em... what kind of relationship between you and me?

Hard feeling...

Pour a perfect pint of Guinness

Went to Dublin trip and Guinness factory with Paulina and meet up Jet in Dublin. The Guinness is the trade mark of Ireland, before i leave here sure i never miss the chance to visit once. There's very nice and good experience.

Indian Ice-cream

I didn't know about Indian have Indian Ice-cream til i taste it today... Normally i have Indian at mamak, didn't know they have Ice-cream dessert tim. I wonder Malaysia mamak have this kind of dessert or not.

That's very milky and smooth... with some mango sauce on the top. Em... not bad:)

My ever 1st time recipe of Radish cake

A taste of the trattoria at Jade Garden. I've been long time didn't taste the radish cake... No business as usual after Christmas, every where is quiet. Boring til omg... That's why i spend the time for my culinary skill, so Eric taught me how to cook a easy and fast radish cake what i wish to eat long time ago.

Serves 6-8 people
Takes about 30minutes to prepare, 1.15 hours to steam.

Ingredients of the radish cake
1. Garlic 2. Chinese mushroom 3. Shrimp 4. Chinese sausage
5. Duck 6. Ham 7. Starch 8. Rice flour 9. Mash radish
Cooking start
1. Heat the oil in a frying pan over a low heat, add the ingredients 1 to 6 and cook for 5 minutes or until good smell. set aside. Add the rice flour on the top.
2. Boil 6 bowl of water with the radish and cook 10 minutes. Mix all together with the ingredients above. Add salt, sugar and some soya sauce.
3. Put all in to a large bowl and ready to steam. 4. Add some Chinese sausage and duck on the top, steam 1.15 hours. Done. It's look delicious and mouth watering...

That's my ever 1st time, i think should be alright. Taste is not bad and delicious:) 'Mother i can cook for you when I'm home':)